Haunting paintings, accompanied by exquisite poems and prose, show rare moments of spontaneous ecstasy and intimacy with the divine. This book shows the shock, the astonishment, the heartache of a spiritual awakening in a society fixated on the worldly. A whirlwind of spiritual change, a vision, a mission. The story of the artist's transformation into ManWoman -- the joy and the torment of his journey. He struggled with overwhelming feelings of homesickness for eternity.